The Die Has Been Cast

Well, last night I went to the first meeting for the Ladies' Retreat. It was good. I'm praying for openness and a willingness to try things outside of comfortabilty.

To be honest I have felt a need to say "I think God is pressing me to do this." BUT I kept questioning it. I'm not a speaker. I'm not someone who leads very well. Maybe that is what God wants. I will be honest also, last night as I was sleeping God kept prodding, saying "I'm serious Julie. Are you serious? I'm not abotu playing, this is real." This scared me a bit and challanges me so much. How many times have I just played with God and just played life. There is this feeling of responsiblilty. So I ask if anyone is reading this ( I should inlist some help), please pray that I take this task on in humilty and desire to share God's heart with those women.