I'm sitting here and I'm wondering why I did what I did today. I let myself be seen. I let the deep pit of my true side show. I let someone know what I truely thought. I let some of the hate that I have for people out. Now I wonder if I should have. I have done a good job of letting myself and others think that I'm a perfect Christian. I like that game. It is safe. Its where I go to play. Its Jewel's Land. The Land where I can control. I don't feel controlled when I go outside to play in someone else's Land. I don't feel apart and feel that their rules aren't what I want to play by. I guess it is selfish.....I just wish people would wake up. I wish that people would see what life is really about. Well....back to my jungle gym. I like to swing on the bars. The wind feels good on my face. AH Yes....