Would it surprise you to know I have a "secret sin"? One that no one knows about. Because of it I feel like the man behind the curtain. I let everyone see the acts, the tricks, the "game", but if you came to the curtain, pulled it back you would see the real me. Controlling what you see, showing just enough of my "true self" so not to really get anyone on my scent. I don't know what I'm going to with this "sin", but its there. It haunts me. I guess, when I'm ready to open the curtain then I will be ready to live life. I guess. I'm not sure any more. Sometimes I feel I live in complete confusion. I guess maybe we all do. I wonder if we just all admitted we are the person behind the curtain. I wonder what would happen. Would it make it easier to open the curtain and be more "real"? Who knows, I guess we may never know.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Behind The Curtain
Would it surprise you to know I have a "secret sin"? One that no one knows about. Because of it I feel like the man behind the curtain. I let everyone see the acts, the tricks, the "game", but if you came to the curtain, pulled it back you would see the real me. Controlling what you see, showing just enough of my "true self" so not to really get anyone on my scent. I don't know what I'm going to with this "sin", but its there. It haunts me. I guess, when I'm ready to open the curtain then I will be ready to live life. I guess. I'm not sure any more. Sometimes I feel I live in complete confusion. I guess maybe we all do. I wonder if we just all admitted we are the person behind the curtain. I wonder what would happen. Would it make it easier to open the curtain and be more "real"? Who knows, I guess we may never know.
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5 comments:
you mean you're not practically perfect in every way? 8-(
we're rooting for ya.
and, btw, heck uhvuh question. do most of us even know who we are behind the curtain?
Yep Jewels;
We all have our own curtains.....
I love you and I'm praying for you.
hugs....
xoxo
Ann-
when I read this:
"heck uhvuh question. do most of us even know who we are behind the curtain?"
my head threw back and let out a sigh. LOL that to me is the biggest thing. do we even who we are behind the curtian. my life for a good while now has been who I am behind that curtian. I'm to the point I'm about ready to step out from behind it. time will tell, but I can say this, for me, I have my toes showing underneath. ;)
Karen-
thanks girl. I love you! :)
love ya both really. ;)
Jewels, post more!
LOL
sheesh. ;) I'll work on it. have to have something to post about though. LOL
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