So here is my sign to you people:
AND
Man, that is rude of me.
Friday, March 18, 2005
Here's Your Sign
You know what annoys me? I get annoyed when people think we have to think a certian way, speak a certian way. I admit the Christianesse Matrix is really hacking me off this week. I'm sorry if I have been a lil' pissy lately,but dude it is really getting too be much. I honestly want to be in a Christian Community! I do! I want to beg a community to let me in, but I can't take the web. As I get close to it I get all annoyed and/or get anxious and my chest starts to close in. Is this how it is suppose to be? Is this life out side the Christianesse Matrix? Y'all I don't know if I can do it. I don't know if I can enter in a Christian Community again. I'm done, turn me over, I'm done.
So here is my sign to you people:
AND
Man, that is rude of me.
So here is my sign to you people:
AND
Man, that is rude of me.
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hmm. interesting. i feel much the same, as in i enjoy being part of the larger community of the body but the idea of doing the congregation/church thing again is a complete turn off.
and yet there is this yearning.
for now i am willing to live with the tension while continuing to develop meaningful relationships with other people on the walk. most all of them id themselves as christian, some heavily church oriented, some not. most all of them destined for hell according to the church family we left.
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