I want to say I'm sorry to you. I'm sorry for not seeing who you are and what you need. I'm sorry for giving you milk when your desire has been meat. I'm sorry that I have dumbed you down to where you can't even walk on your own. I shouldn't have kept those training wheels on so long. I'm sorry that I used you. I just thought I needed to do something. I mean I'm supposed to do ministry. I mean I can't help if you are a teenager and I have to reach you at all cost. So what that I marketed to you. I mean it didn't hurt you that bad. Did it? We got you alot of friends, what 300 of them? I'm sorry those 300 friends didn't minister to you. I'm sorry that you don't know what you are going to do now your in college. But hey, weren't those candles and couches cool.........oh.......I guess not. I'm sorry I just needed to do something. I'm sorry. I guess I was too busy with 299 kids to realize that you weren't happy and needed help. I just had all these great books with ideas, I just knew I needed to use them. Listen, I'm sorry. I forgot the purpose of it all. I'm sorry that I let you down. Can you forgive me.......what is your name again?